Its been awhile

So I kinda decided to not write on here for a little while. Too many things have happened so good and some not so good. A while back Brian and I decided that it was time to try for another baby. Well over the (almost 2years) we have been pregnant 5 times since Iain. And lost all of them. (For those of you that know what that's like I'm so very sorry). We lost them at varying stages in my pregnancies that it was too early to really tell people that we were having a baby. But it still broke my heart. I often wonder weather we are going to have another baby. I'm decided that since we have insurance that I'm going to go to a specialist and try and figure out what is wrong and fix. Here's to hoping that it's something as simple as me losing weight.