We talked...Finally

Brian and I finally cleared some things up. (Which I'm grateful for). I was such a mess the last few days and so very confused about some things, I really just needed him to listen to me and hear me out. Lately, things have been so so for us. I hated being in limbo about our future. (You see I really want to have another baby, sooner rather than later, and I just didn't see us moving toward that at all. And dang it I needed Brian to clear some things up for me). Which he did but it took me getting upset than angry for him to do that. Oh well. We are still planning on trying to get pregnant in August (we'll see if that happens, I'm hoping for a bit earlier but who knows).

Decisions have been made

Ever since Iain was a month old I've been ready to have another baby. I told Brian before we were engaged that I wanted my children 16 to 24 months apart. So that they would have a playmate and someone that they could talk to about any and everything. While obviously I'm not pregnant. But I did sit Brian down a little while ago and asked him when he thought he would be ready for another baby to bless our sweet family. He said IF (and that's a big if) everything falls in the right place by March, I can get the IUD taken out in May or June so that we can start trying in October 2010. That would make our children a little bit more than 24 months apart in age. But oh well, at least I now have somewhat of an idea when we can expect another baby. Here's to praying that everything falls into place over the next few months so that we can add to our little family.